Excerpt from Chapter 1 of A.W. Tozer's book "The Attributes of God - Volume 1 -
Pg.5 -6 –
The poet says, “One God, one Majesty. There is no God but Thee. Unbounded, unextended unity.”
For a long time I wondered why he said, “unbounded, enextended unity”;
then I realized he meant that God doesn’t extend into space; God
contains space. C.S. Lewis said that if you could think of a sheet of
paper infinitely extended in all directions, and if you took a pencil
and made a line one inch long on it, that would be time. When you
started to push your pencil it was the beginning of time and when you
lifted it off the paper it was the end of time. And all around,
infinitely extended in all directions, is God. That’s a good
illustration.
If there were a point where God stopped, then God wouldn’t be perfect.
For instance, if God knew almost everything, but not quite everything,
then God wouldn’t be perfect in knowledge. His understanding wouldn’t
be infinite, as it says in Psalm 147:5.
Let us take all that can be know – past, present, and future,
spiritual, psychic and physical – everywhere throughout the universe.
And let us say God knows all of it except one percent – He knows
ninety-nine percent of all that can be known. I’d be embarrassed to go
to heaven and look into the face of a God that didn’t know everything.
He has to know it all or I can’t worship Him. I can’t worship that
which is not perfect.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
FRIENDSHIP; THE FOUR LOVES; C.S. LEWIS
I thought this an amazing powerful quote from Lewis that has to do about the Love of Friendship.
"Those who have nothing can share nothing; those who are going nowhere can have no fellow-travelers."
I like this because it is true. If you think about it for a minute, you will see what he is saying.
This makes the mere thought of friendship really quite a fragile and delicate thing. While friendship is share maybe between just a few people, three, four, maybe five, maybe more, it is quite a sacred thing over just simple acquaintances or even companionship as Lewis puts it.
"Those who have nothing can share nothing; those who are going nowhere can have no fellow-travelers."
I like this because it is true. If you think about it for a minute, you will see what he is saying.
This makes the mere thought of friendship really quite a fragile and delicate thing. While friendship is share maybe between just a few people, three, four, maybe five, maybe more, it is quite a sacred thing over just simple acquaintances or even companionship as Lewis puts it.
LOVE PART 2
I am reading THE FOUR LOVES by C.S. Lewis, for quite some time now, and
only on page 35. But running across this passage I have shared here, I
think it really clear on what one of the principles of love really
means. Now in the first chapter of this book, and the sections I’m
reading, Lewis talks about the love of ones country. I think though
that it can really be applied to life in general, the underlying
principle.
C.S. Lewis writes in his book, THE FOUR LOVES, pg. 34-Lewis starts this section with introducing some words from Kipling,
“It was unfair to Kipling, who knew – wonderfully, for so homeless a man – what the love of home can mean. But the lines, in isolation, can be taken to sum up the thing. They run:
If England was what England seems
‘Ow quick we’d drop ‘er. But she ain’t!
Love never spoke that way. It is like loving your children only ‘if they’re good’, your wife only while she keeps her looks, your husband only so long as he is famous and successful. ‘No man,’ said one of the Greeks, ‘loves his city because it is great, but because it is his.’ A man who really loves his country will love her in her RUIN and DEGENERATION – “England, with all thy faults, I love thee still.” She will be to him ‘a poor thing but mine own’. He may think her good and great, when she is not, because he loves her…
I like this because when you, when I, think of love, the first thing that comes to mind is 1 Cor. 13: 4-8 –
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant,
5does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,
6does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;
7bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8Love never fails…
So when I read that little snippet from Lewis, I saw the greatness of Love in this picture, even if it is about ones love for country. After Kipling’s words, Lewis writes ‘Love never spoke that way.’ It is true. True love does not drop something just because it becomes tarnished, because someone is not perfect. Just as Lewis wrote ‘it is like loving your children only ‘if they’re good’, your wife only while she keeps her looks, your husband only so long as he is famous and successful.’
Love is a commitment.
Love is a conscious choice.
Love is a promise to someone.
Love is a life style.
Love is patient,
Love is kind,
Love does not brag and is not arrogant,
Love does not act unbecomingly,
Love does not seek its own,
Love is not provoked,
Love does not take into account a wrong suffered,
Love does not rejoice in unrighteousness,
Love rejoices in the truth,
Love bears all things,
Love believes all things,
Love hopes all things,
Love endures all things.
Love never fails.
Love will never ultimately turn anyone away; instead love will reach out to people. True love will seek to help those who need help. True love is about giving one self to another person, in what ever form that may be, which there are many, as you have just read the list, which you can even probably come up with some more ideas.
I just pray that the love that we possess is the love that GOD has breathed into us, that GOD has instilled within us, and that we will use that Love and the Truth of GOD to reach all people, to help all people, and to correct all people, whether those people are people inside or outside of the Church.
Yes, there are those who we need to correct that exist within the Church, the Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing, but we need to correct them in a Godly loving way.
As well, we must make sure that we are correct in doing so, we must make sure that we to aren’t wrong in our acquisition (I hope this word is correct in this setting) about that person. We must make sure that we take the plank out of our own eye before we can remove the speck of dust from someone else’s eye. Matt 7:1-6.
C.S. Lewis writes in his book, THE FOUR LOVES, pg. 34-Lewis starts this section with introducing some words from Kipling,
“It was unfair to Kipling, who knew – wonderfully, for so homeless a man – what the love of home can mean. But the lines, in isolation, can be taken to sum up the thing. They run:
If England was what England seems
‘Ow quick we’d drop ‘er. But she ain’t!
Love never spoke that way. It is like loving your children only ‘if they’re good’, your wife only while she keeps her looks, your husband only so long as he is famous and successful. ‘No man,’ said one of the Greeks, ‘loves his city because it is great, but because it is his.’ A man who really loves his country will love her in her RUIN and DEGENERATION – “England, with all thy faults, I love thee still.” She will be to him ‘a poor thing but mine own’. He may think her good and great, when she is not, because he loves her…
I like this because when you, when I, think of love, the first thing that comes to mind is 1 Cor. 13: 4-8 –
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant,
5does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,
6does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;
7bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8Love never fails…
So when I read that little snippet from Lewis, I saw the greatness of Love in this picture, even if it is about ones love for country. After Kipling’s words, Lewis writes ‘Love never spoke that way.’ It is true. True love does not drop something just because it becomes tarnished, because someone is not perfect. Just as Lewis wrote ‘it is like loving your children only ‘if they’re good’, your wife only while she keeps her looks, your husband only so long as he is famous and successful.’
Love is a commitment.
Love is a conscious choice.
Love is a promise to someone.
Love is a life style.
Love is patient,
Love is kind,
Love does not brag and is not arrogant,
Love does not act unbecomingly,
Love does not seek its own,
Love is not provoked,
Love does not take into account a wrong suffered,
Love does not rejoice in unrighteousness,
Love rejoices in the truth,
Love bears all things,
Love believes all things,
Love hopes all things,
Love endures all things.
Love never fails.
Love will never ultimately turn anyone away; instead love will reach out to people. True love will seek to help those who need help. True love is about giving one self to another person, in what ever form that may be, which there are many, as you have just read the list, which you can even probably come up with some more ideas.
I just pray that the love that we possess is the love that GOD has breathed into us, that GOD has instilled within us, and that we will use that Love and the Truth of GOD to reach all people, to help all people, and to correct all people, whether those people are people inside or outside of the Church.
Yes, there are those who we need to correct that exist within the Church, the Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing, but we need to correct them in a Godly loving way.
As well, we must make sure that we are correct in doing so, we must make sure that we to aren’t wrong in our acquisition (I hope this word is correct in this setting) about that person. We must make sure that we take the plank out of our own eye before we can remove the speck of dust from someone else’s eye. Matt 7:1-6.
I AM A SINNER
Matthew 5:48, to sum it up, says we have a “God-created Identity.”
God, in Genesis 1:26-28 says, “Let Us make human beings in our image, make them reflecting our nature so they can be responsible for the fish in the sea, the birds in the air, the cattle, and yes, Earth itself, and every animal that moves on the face of the Earth. God created human beings; He created them godlike, reflecting God’s nature. He created them male and female. God blessed them.
Prosper! Reproduce! Fill Earth! Take Charge!”
2:7 – God formed man out of the dirt from the ground and blew into his nostrils the breath of life. The man came alive – a living soul.
2:18 – God said, “It’s not good for man to be alone; I’ll make him a helper, a companion.”
2:21-22 – God put the man into a deep sleep. As he slept He removed one of his ribs and replaced it with flesh. God then used the rib He had taken from man to make woman and presented her to the man.”
Thus it all starts. As you read here, we are nothing more than a created being formed by God, to reflect God’s nature, and that alone is quite a bit. To be a created person is one thing. To be a created person to reflect God’s nature, is another thing, it is huge. It means that our life must in some way try to reflect, represent, who God is, His nature. When thinking about this, it boggles my mind to think how hard this truly is because I am a sinner.
I AM A SINNER!
It is impossible to truly be like God!
It is impossible to truly be like Jesus!
I AM A SINNER!
God is perfect!
God is the creator of the Universe!
Jesus is God’s one and only begotten Son!
Jesus is perfect!
To say I can be like Jesus, can I truly say that?
I am not perfect!
Jesus is Perfect!
Jesus never sinned once!
Most importantly, God, and Jesus, is perfect!
I AM A SINNER!
It is very clear when Jesus says, “This is how much God loves the world; He gave His Son, His one and only son. And this is why: so no one need be destroyed. John 3:16”
Jesus also tells us after this, very clearly again, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father apart from me. If you really knew me, you would know my father as well. From now on, you do know Him. You’ve even seen Him.”
We are all sinners, whether you want to accept that or not, it is true; we are all sinners!
Through one man, Adam, sin entered into all of creation. Since Adam sinned the first time, it has been in motion ever since, for all of history, up to today, except for in one person.
Jesus!
God’s Son!
His One and Only Begotten!
Just as you have read, Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life!
Period!
That’s it!
One Way!
One Way Only!
No Exceptions!
There has never been, nor will there ever be, any other way to our Father in Heaven except through Jesus Christ, Our Savior.
The only way to learn is to study!
The only way to study is to learn to read!
The only way to pass a test is by gaining knowledge about what the test of over!
The only way to win a game is by hard practice and determination!
The only way to get from point A to point B is through know the directions!
The only way to know the correct directions is by knowing how to read (again)!
The only way from an eternity in hell to an eternity in heaven is by knowing the right path to travel down, and that path is the path God shows us in the bible, the path Jesus traveled, the path that leads us directly to the cross!
Luke 9:23-27 – Then he told them what they could expect for themselves: "Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You're not in the driver's seat—I am. Don't run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to finding yourself, your true self. What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you? If any of you is embarrassed with me and the way I'm leading you, know that the Son of Man will be far more embarrassed with you when he arrives in all his splendor in company with the Father and the holy angels. This isn't, you realize, pie in the sky by and by. Some who have taken their stand right here are going to see it happen, see with their own eyes the kingdom of God." The Message
Luke 9:23-27 – And He was saying to them all, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me.
"For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake, he is the one who will save it.
"For what is a man profited if he gains the whole world, and loses or forfeits himself?
"For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when He comes in His glory, and the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.
"But I say to you truthfully, there are some of those standing here who will not taste death until they see the kingdom of God." NASB
Through Jesus alone can we get to heaven!
Fully believing and Bible message God has given us!
Fully believing that Jesus died on the cross!
All of it!
Every word that is in the Bible!
New Testament and Old Testament!
Fully believing that we can do nothing alone!
Alone means being cut off from all things!
Being cut off from all things would in turn mean being cut off from God!
God is the creator!
Nothing can be alone from God!
God sent His One and Only Begotten Son so that we could be redeemed. He was the perfect sacrificial sacrifice. He was the blood that needed to be spilled to purify the earth. He was the sacrifice that was needed to clear our debt, our sin. God keeps no record of our past sin. He has given us a clean slate to start from.
I AM A SINNER!
I NEED GOD!
I NEED JESUS!
Romans 3:23 – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
Romans 5:8 – But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 6:23 – For the wages of sin is death, but the free figt of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 3!
Romans!
Read all of Romans!
Real the entire Bible!
Read with passion!
Zeal!
Expectation to be changed!
The Bible is Life Changing!
I CANNOT DO THIS ALONE!
YOU CANNOT DO THIS ALONE!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS ALONE!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM GOD!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM JESUS!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM THE CROSS!
WE CANNOT TAKE THE CROSS OUT OF THE EQUATION!
WE CANNOT TAKE THE CROSS OUT OF THE CHURCH!
WE ARE ALL SINNERS!
God, in Genesis 1:26-28 says, “Let Us make human beings in our image, make them reflecting our nature so they can be responsible for the fish in the sea, the birds in the air, the cattle, and yes, Earth itself, and every animal that moves on the face of the Earth. God created human beings; He created them godlike, reflecting God’s nature. He created them male and female. God blessed them.
Prosper! Reproduce! Fill Earth! Take Charge!”
2:7 – God formed man out of the dirt from the ground and blew into his nostrils the breath of life. The man came alive – a living soul.
2:18 – God said, “It’s not good for man to be alone; I’ll make him a helper, a companion.”
2:21-22 – God put the man into a deep sleep. As he slept He removed one of his ribs and replaced it with flesh. God then used the rib He had taken from man to make woman and presented her to the man.”
Thus it all starts. As you read here, we are nothing more than a created being formed by God, to reflect God’s nature, and that alone is quite a bit. To be a created person is one thing. To be a created person to reflect God’s nature, is another thing, it is huge. It means that our life must in some way try to reflect, represent, who God is, His nature. When thinking about this, it boggles my mind to think how hard this truly is because I am a sinner.
I AM A SINNER!
It is impossible to truly be like God!
It is impossible to truly be like Jesus!
I AM A SINNER!
God is perfect!
God is the creator of the Universe!
Jesus is God’s one and only begotten Son!
Jesus is perfect!
To say I can be like Jesus, can I truly say that?
I am not perfect!
Jesus is Perfect!
Jesus never sinned once!
Most importantly, God, and Jesus, is perfect!
I AM A SINNER!
It is very clear when Jesus says, “This is how much God loves the world; He gave His Son, His one and only son. And this is why: so no one need be destroyed. John 3:16”
Jesus also tells us after this, very clearly again, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father apart from me. If you really knew me, you would know my father as well. From now on, you do know Him. You’ve even seen Him.”
We are all sinners, whether you want to accept that or not, it is true; we are all sinners!
Through one man, Adam, sin entered into all of creation. Since Adam sinned the first time, it has been in motion ever since, for all of history, up to today, except for in one person.
Jesus!
God’s Son!
His One and Only Begotten!
Just as you have read, Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life!
Period!
That’s it!
One Way!
One Way Only!
No Exceptions!
There has never been, nor will there ever be, any other way to our Father in Heaven except through Jesus Christ, Our Savior.
The only way to learn is to study!
The only way to study is to learn to read!
The only way to pass a test is by gaining knowledge about what the test of over!
The only way to win a game is by hard practice and determination!
The only way to get from point A to point B is through know the directions!
The only way to know the correct directions is by knowing how to read (again)!
The only way from an eternity in hell to an eternity in heaven is by knowing the right path to travel down, and that path is the path God shows us in the bible, the path Jesus traveled, the path that leads us directly to the cross!
Luke 9:23-27 – Then he told them what they could expect for themselves: "Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You're not in the driver's seat—I am. Don't run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to finding yourself, your true self. What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you? If any of you is embarrassed with me and the way I'm leading you, know that the Son of Man will be far more embarrassed with you when he arrives in all his splendor in company with the Father and the holy angels. This isn't, you realize, pie in the sky by and by. Some who have taken their stand right here are going to see it happen, see with their own eyes the kingdom of God." The Message
Luke 9:23-27 – And He was saying to them all, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me.
"For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake, he is the one who will save it.
"For what is a man profited if he gains the whole world, and loses or forfeits himself?
"For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when He comes in His glory, and the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.
"But I say to you truthfully, there are some of those standing here who will not taste death until they see the kingdom of God." NASB
Through Jesus alone can we get to heaven!
Fully believing and Bible message God has given us!
Fully believing that Jesus died on the cross!
All of it!
Every word that is in the Bible!
New Testament and Old Testament!
Fully believing that we can do nothing alone!
Alone means being cut off from all things!
Being cut off from all things would in turn mean being cut off from God!
God is the creator!
Nothing can be alone from God!
God sent His One and Only Begotten Son so that we could be redeemed. He was the perfect sacrificial sacrifice. He was the blood that needed to be spilled to purify the earth. He was the sacrifice that was needed to clear our debt, our sin. God keeps no record of our past sin. He has given us a clean slate to start from.
I AM A SINNER!
I NEED GOD!
I NEED JESUS!
Romans 3:23 – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
Romans 5:8 – But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 6:23 – For the wages of sin is death, but the free figt of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 3!
Romans!
Read all of Romans!
Real the entire Bible!
Read with passion!
Zeal!
Expectation to be changed!
The Bible is Life Changing!
I CANNOT DO THIS ALONE!
YOU CANNOT DO THIS ALONE!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS ALONE!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM GOD!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM JESUS!
NO ONE CAN DO THIS APART FROM THE CROSS!
WE CANNOT TAKE THE CROSS OUT OF THE EQUATION!
WE CANNOT TAKE THE CROSS OUT OF THE CHURCH!
WE ARE ALL SINNERS!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Seeing GOD
It seems as I walk through my days, regardless of where I am, on a more regular basis than not, that I don't always see a lot of GOD in the people that surround me. I sometimes wonder why that is to a large degree, and other times I just brush it off as though it is normal. But is it normal to not see GOD at times wherever we are?
I believe to a large degree that GOD will make Himself apparent more so than at other times. And it sounds funny as I read this myself because I possess the knowledge that GOD is actually truly present everywhere at all times. However, it is ourselves who are the ones preventing ourselves from really noticing that GOD is present at the moment.
What are we truly focused on throughout our days? Are we focusing on seeing GOD and expecting GOD at every moment of the day, or are we focused on and worrying about our grades in school, what our boss is going to say to us the next time we go to work, whether or not we can pay the bills on time this month, whether we have enough food to last through the week, whether or not we have the latest and greatest, what our clothes look like? What are you truly focusing on?
I have read recently in several books, not just the bible, that more so than not, people find more joy and truth out of spending time with homeless people who live in the streets of the downtown area of large cities such as Philadelphia and Atlanta. This extends as well through any city that you find yourself being in at the moment. The truth that comes from the conversations of these people and the relationships are unmatched. The conversations are unadulterated. As stated by Shane Claiborne in his book IRRESISTIBLE REVOLUTION one young girl they met on the street said that when she grows up she wants to go to a grocery store so she can give out food to all the hungry people. These peoples stories tell of living life with the homeless people, being their friends. They gained more from their time in the streets than in the class room or with their rich friends. JESUS DID THIS AS WELL. JESUS LIVED WITH THE DESTITUTE. JESUS GOT DIRTY. WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GET DIRTY?
HEBREWS 13: 1-2 - STAY ON GOOD TERMS WTIH EACH OTHER, HELD TOGETHER BY LOVE. BE READY WITH A MEAL OR A BED WHEN IT'S NEEDED. WHY, SOME HAVE EXTENDED HOSPITALITY TO ANGELS WITHOUT EVER KNOWING IT!
I believe to a large degree that GOD will make Himself apparent more so than at other times. And it sounds funny as I read this myself because I possess the knowledge that GOD is actually truly present everywhere at all times. However, it is ourselves who are the ones preventing ourselves from really noticing that GOD is present at the moment.
What are we truly focused on throughout our days? Are we focusing on seeing GOD and expecting GOD at every moment of the day, or are we focused on and worrying about our grades in school, what our boss is going to say to us the next time we go to work, whether or not we can pay the bills on time this month, whether we have enough food to last through the week, whether or not we have the latest and greatest, what our clothes look like? What are you truly focusing on?
I have read recently in several books, not just the bible, that more so than not, people find more joy and truth out of spending time with homeless people who live in the streets of the downtown area of large cities such as Philadelphia and Atlanta. This extends as well through any city that you find yourself being in at the moment. The truth that comes from the conversations of these people and the relationships are unmatched. The conversations are unadulterated. As stated by Shane Claiborne in his book IRRESISTIBLE REVOLUTION one young girl they met on the street said that when she grows up she wants to go to a grocery store so she can give out food to all the hungry people. These peoples stories tell of living life with the homeless people, being their friends. They gained more from their time in the streets than in the class room or with their rich friends. JESUS DID THIS AS WELL. JESUS LIVED WITH THE DESTITUTE. JESUS GOT DIRTY. WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GET DIRTY?
HEBREWS 13: 1-2 - STAY ON GOOD TERMS WTIH EACH OTHER, HELD TOGETHER BY LOVE. BE READY WITH A MEAL OR A BED WHEN IT'S NEEDED. WHY, SOME HAVE EXTENDED HOSPITALITY TO ANGELS WITHOUT EVER KNOWING IT!
Friday, March 19, 2010
BLOGGER HTML
So after much toiling and research, I have just figured out in a small way to start customizing my blog page how I myself want to see my page. I have just figured out how to add pages, which is small and insignificant, however, along with pages, I have just learned how to add the horizontal link/ title navigation bar under the page header. This is the fist HTML I have ever tried and attempted to do. I have successfully managed to win over this feat. I hope to keep getting more into the HTML editing of my page over time and the customization of my page to have the look and feel that I want it to have.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
What's Holding You Back
What is it that's holding people back? What is it that's preventing them from letting go?
I realize that some people are married, may have a little bit of debt; even though, what's holding you back from where you really want to go, what you really want to do?
We cannot let people be the predictors of our future, our future is our own. If you're married, you have then two of you to make it that much more possible. We cannot and should not let material possessions stop us from leaving if we want to leave. We much live our lives, we only have a short while to do it in. We must take the hand of the one we truly love and run away and live life together in that love, regardless of where it is and what it looks like. It doesn't matter if it is right down the street from the rest of our families, in the neighboring state or on the other side of the globe.
My main point of all o this is that we cannot allow anything, at all, whatever from it is in, hold us back, prevent us from letting go, especially if it is just ourselves.
And, if you're thinking, and worrying, about money, don't! There is always a way to make money to support yourselves, to cover what needs covered. Don't worry.
Don't worry, don't let anybody/ thing hold you back; pursue your passion with undignified zeal.
I realize that some people are married, may have a little bit of debt; even though, what's holding you back from where you really want to go, what you really want to do?
We cannot let people be the predictors of our future, our future is our own. If you're married, you have then two of you to make it that much more possible. We cannot and should not let material possessions stop us from leaving if we want to leave. We much live our lives, we only have a short while to do it in. We must take the hand of the one we truly love and run away and live life together in that love, regardless of where it is and what it looks like. It doesn't matter if it is right down the street from the rest of our families, in the neighboring state or on the other side of the globe.
My main point of all o this is that we cannot allow anything, at all, whatever from it is in, hold us back, prevent us from letting go, especially if it is just ourselves.
And, if you're thinking, and worrying, about money, don't! There is always a way to make money to support yourselves, to cover what needs covered. Don't worry.
Don't worry, don't let anybody/ thing hold you back; pursue your passion with undignified zeal.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Taxi Van
This past week I had one of the most thrilling experiences in my life, or at lest in the past five years I can honestly say.
So it started at 10 o'clock in the morning last week, Thursday. A trip to Cape Town, South Africa. We had planned on just simply boarding the train in Stellenbosch, taking a taxi ride to the beach, and enjoying the day on the beach. Little do we know as Americans about how the train and taxi system works in Africa until after you experience it for yourself. The description alone may not even come close to what it is truly like.
To start, my experience with trains has been good to this point in life. Europe, my first time on a train, was beyond what I had expected. The seats were nice, comfortable, and the train moved quickly from town to town, and even bypassing some. New York, my second time on a train in a different location. It was good, slower than the Eurorail, however, the seats were nicer, there was so few people that I had a seating section to myself, and they had power strips so I could watch movies on my laptop the whole nine hours.
This last Thursday, however, was a totally different experience. The train looked almost as though it should be out of commission. The outside is a sight to see, but the inside, it was not so much. The seats were small, not too comfortable, and the isle was maybe a foot and a half wide. Still more, this train was the loudest and most bouncy and squeaky train I have ever ridden in. The train stops here in absolutely every town, maybe 15 or so, between Stellenbosch and Cape Town, which is hard to imagine because by car the ride is a half an hour. The train ride alone took us an hour and a half, solidly. The slowest train I have ever been on. And the train station itself in Cape Town is just as crazy as the train ride itself. It is total chaos there.
The Taxi Van. An experience that everyone should know and share with each other. At first, it seems sketchy, a little frightening maybe, your kind of unsure really. So, you have a van, a driver, and a wrangler (the breakdown), and up to 16 passengers squeezed in like sardines. The whole time we were in the taxi van to the beach, the driver is pulling over every few street blocks dropping passengers and gaining more passengers. and while all of this is going on, the wrangler in our first taxi van was yelling out the window and running around the van in the street every time we dropped passengers off. As if all of this was not enough, we were dropped off at the wrong place in town by our first driver.
Now, back up real quick to when we first got on the van. We were in the van for approximately 15 minutes before the van moved trying to max the number of passengers. There are other van wranglers trying to steal passengers from vans while the vans are waiting to take off as well. There was one wrangler in particular that did not want to give up on the five of us. He tried to get in our van and talk to us, he came up to my window after he got kicked out of the van, and just kept persisting. It was a crazy moment in time.
Back to the present time. We were dropped off at the wrong place. So, what else do you do than try and get another taxi van to get where you want to be, right? Out of all the taxi vans in Cape Town, South Africa, what other van would choose to pull over than the one van you try to avoid riding from the beginning. You remember the persistent wrangler I described from the beginning of this trip in the taxi to the beach in the last paragraph, well, you may have guessed, it was the same van that pulled up. The van that we tried to avoid at the beginning was the van we hopped on next. The look on the wranglers face was great. We were of course in shock and awe of the whole happening until after we got out of the van. Funny enough, that second van was the best of three vans we had to ride that day. Funny how things like that happen.
The worst part of the trip though, which is impossible to explain here, is the traffic of Cape Town. Unless you have driven in Europe in a crowded city, India, Africa, you just can't understand what the traffic is like.
It was quite a day. What seemed like a great day at the beach ended up as three hours at the beach and about four to four and a half hours just getting there and back.
I believe that this is an event that everyone should and should have the privilege of going through.
So it started at 10 o'clock in the morning last week, Thursday. A trip to Cape Town, South Africa. We had planned on just simply boarding the train in Stellenbosch, taking a taxi ride to the beach, and enjoying the day on the beach. Little do we know as Americans about how the train and taxi system works in Africa until after you experience it for yourself. The description alone may not even come close to what it is truly like.
To start, my experience with trains has been good to this point in life. Europe, my first time on a train, was beyond what I had expected. The seats were nice, comfortable, and the train moved quickly from town to town, and even bypassing some. New York, my second time on a train in a different location. It was good, slower than the Eurorail, however, the seats were nicer, there was so few people that I had a seating section to myself, and they had power strips so I could watch movies on my laptop the whole nine hours.
This last Thursday, however, was a totally different experience. The train looked almost as though it should be out of commission. The outside is a sight to see, but the inside, it was not so much. The seats were small, not too comfortable, and the isle was maybe a foot and a half wide. Still more, this train was the loudest and most bouncy and squeaky train I have ever ridden in. The train stops here in absolutely every town, maybe 15 or so, between Stellenbosch and Cape Town, which is hard to imagine because by car the ride is a half an hour. The train ride alone took us an hour and a half, solidly. The slowest train I have ever been on. And the train station itself in Cape Town is just as crazy as the train ride itself. It is total chaos there.
The Taxi Van. An experience that everyone should know and share with each other. At first, it seems sketchy, a little frightening maybe, your kind of unsure really. So, you have a van, a driver, and a wrangler (the breakdown), and up to 16 passengers squeezed in like sardines. The whole time we were in the taxi van to the beach, the driver is pulling over every few street blocks dropping passengers and gaining more passengers. and while all of this is going on, the wrangler in our first taxi van was yelling out the window and running around the van in the street every time we dropped passengers off. As if all of this was not enough, we were dropped off at the wrong place in town by our first driver.
Now, back up real quick to when we first got on the van. We were in the van for approximately 15 minutes before the van moved trying to max the number of passengers. There are other van wranglers trying to steal passengers from vans while the vans are waiting to take off as well. There was one wrangler in particular that did not want to give up on the five of us. He tried to get in our van and talk to us, he came up to my window after he got kicked out of the van, and just kept persisting. It was a crazy moment in time.
Back to the present time. We were dropped off at the wrong place. So, what else do you do than try and get another taxi van to get where you want to be, right? Out of all the taxi vans in Cape Town, South Africa, what other van would choose to pull over than the one van you try to avoid riding from the beginning. You remember the persistent wrangler I described from the beginning of this trip in the taxi to the beach in the last paragraph, well, you may have guessed, it was the same van that pulled up. The van that we tried to avoid at the beginning was the van we hopped on next. The look on the wranglers face was great. We were of course in shock and awe of the whole happening until after we got out of the van. Funny enough, that second van was the best of three vans we had to ride that day. Funny how things like that happen.
The worst part of the trip though, which is impossible to explain here, is the traffic of Cape Town. Unless you have driven in Europe in a crowded city, India, Africa, you just can't understand what the traffic is like.
It was quite a day. What seemed like a great day at the beach ended up as three hours at the beach and about four to four and a half hours just getting there and back.
I believe that this is an event that everyone should and should have the privilege of going through.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Ethiopia
So, I have this amazing opportunity to go to Ethiopia during June and July of this year to work as a missionary and document the beginning of and opening of a new orphanage. I would be doing some documentary work as a videographer and photographer, as well as just giving my time and efforts to help with the work around the orphanage. I am pretty excited to have this opportunity and privilege and to start praying for this mission and place.
If it is one thing I have learned over this past year, and truly over a years time now, is that self abandon and patients with prayer is definitely one way GOD has changed my life and brought me to the point in life where I am now today. I'm completely grateful of the grace and Mercy that our Father GOD has lavished upon our lives, hearts and souls. With out, we would be no where, go no where, and be nothing. Because of GOD, however, we are who we are, living and doing life where we are.
If it is one thing I have learned over this past year, and truly over a years time now, is that self abandon and patients with prayer is definitely one way GOD has changed my life and brought me to the point in life where I am now today. I'm completely grateful of the grace and Mercy that our Father GOD has lavished upon our lives, hearts and souls. With out, we would be no where, go no where, and be nothing. Because of GOD, however, we are who we are, living and doing life where we are.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
South Africa
So, I have been in Africa for near a month now. I'm pleasantly shocked. I came to South Africa with no actual expectations because I slightly knew of the diversity that the continent contained. I am in South Africa in the Western Cape area of the country. Western Cape is very much a tropical climate area.
Getting here when I did, the area was dead for people roaming the streets. I was here a week to two weeks before the whole of the student body arrived here in town. You can just imagine a college town during the off season, not much life at all, very minimal at all. However, it gave me the opportunity to catch back up with my sleep, acclimate myself with the heat, and get to know the town a bit.
It may surprise some people, but I have not actually done to much yet here. I have seen a lot of the local area though. I figure that because I have 7 months in Africa, I can start slightly slower. It also ended up working out this way because I am now just getting to know a large number of people since everyone really just started showing up in the past week in a half. But, now that I am getting to know quite a few people, as well as everyone else getting to know everyone around them, we are all starting to go out at night together, to the beaches, to Cape Town, hiking, etc... It is starting to get quite exciting around here, things are shaping up, and the Braai is now an every other day happening, sometimes more often than that, the Braai being out BBQ parties as we would call it in the states. The braai is however a party of it's own kind, different from what we know a BBQ party to be in the states. I will try to get a working definition and explanation soon enough to fill you all in.
Africa is amazing though. The people are very nice, warm, welcoming, etc... There is surprisingly very little crime at all here in the Western Cape area, less than back home even. The beach here is as close as a half an hour, wine tasting is within a 10 minutes to some of the closes wine estates, Cape Point/ Cape peninsula, the Cape of Good Hope is within a half an hour, and to the very point maybe 40/45 minutes if I'm correct. It is pretty amazing to think of. Hiking, mountain biking, and even some small climbing/ bouldering is just a 15 minute walk through town to Stellenbosch Mountain. The mountain is pretty deceiving as well. When you look strait up at it, you cannot see how tall the mountain actually is, or how far back the mountain actually goes. We hiked just a few days ago up the mountain three hours, and down two, and that was just the beginning of the mountain range. The peaks keep going soo much further back and higher in altitude than we were willing to go, but it was quite amazing. And if you get lucky, you can spot some really amazing lizards up on the mountains as well as baboons.
South Africa is a very intriguing place, and that is just the Stellenbosch and Cape Town area where I am. A fraction of the whole country. To see the rest of the country though would take soo much time and effort. But the most exciting part for me though is to have the chance to work with some of the town ships, Habitat for Humanity, and in June and July going up to Kenya to work with a new orphanage that is opening up at that time. I would rather spend my time directly helping and working with the people who need the help than just worrying about seeing as much of the country as possible, even if it is just within this little area that I am in.
Well, that is all I have for now. there will be more later. This is to be continued.
Getting here when I did, the area was dead for people roaming the streets. I was here a week to two weeks before the whole of the student body arrived here in town. You can just imagine a college town during the off season, not much life at all, very minimal at all. However, it gave me the opportunity to catch back up with my sleep, acclimate myself with the heat, and get to know the town a bit.
It may surprise some people, but I have not actually done to much yet here. I have seen a lot of the local area though. I figure that because I have 7 months in Africa, I can start slightly slower. It also ended up working out this way because I am now just getting to know a large number of people since everyone really just started showing up in the past week in a half. But, now that I am getting to know quite a few people, as well as everyone else getting to know everyone around them, we are all starting to go out at night together, to the beaches, to Cape Town, hiking, etc... It is starting to get quite exciting around here, things are shaping up, and the Braai is now an every other day happening, sometimes more often than that, the Braai being out BBQ parties as we would call it in the states. The braai is however a party of it's own kind, different from what we know a BBQ party to be in the states. I will try to get a working definition and explanation soon enough to fill you all in.
Africa is amazing though. The people are very nice, warm, welcoming, etc... There is surprisingly very little crime at all here in the Western Cape area, less than back home even. The beach here is as close as a half an hour, wine tasting is within a 10 minutes to some of the closes wine estates, Cape Point/ Cape peninsula, the Cape of Good Hope is within a half an hour, and to the very point maybe 40/45 minutes if I'm correct. It is pretty amazing to think of. Hiking, mountain biking, and even some small climbing/ bouldering is just a 15 minute walk through town to Stellenbosch Mountain. The mountain is pretty deceiving as well. When you look strait up at it, you cannot see how tall the mountain actually is, or how far back the mountain actually goes. We hiked just a few days ago up the mountain three hours, and down two, and that was just the beginning of the mountain range. The peaks keep going soo much further back and higher in altitude than we were willing to go, but it was quite amazing. And if you get lucky, you can spot some really amazing lizards up on the mountains as well as baboons.
South Africa is a very intriguing place, and that is just the Stellenbosch and Cape Town area where I am. A fraction of the whole country. To see the rest of the country though would take soo much time and effort. But the most exciting part for me though is to have the chance to work with some of the town ships, Habitat for Humanity, and in June and July going up to Kenya to work with a new orphanage that is opening up at that time. I would rather spend my time directly helping and working with the people who need the help than just worrying about seeing as much of the country as possible, even if it is just within this little area that I am in.
Well, that is all I have for now. there will be more later. This is to be continued.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Pictures
So, the more I think about it, the more it drives me crazy. Why do people think that spending more money on a digital camera today will get them better pictures and results now. Over the past school semester I have been become much more reliant on film for my photography than my digital camera. Crazy, yes, but I have four film cameras and one digital camera. There is only one reason that is. Film will, in my opinion, always give a better result than digital cameras. If you know what you are doing, the results are amazingly stunning.
So here is the deal when it come to using film. Don't be afraid to go cheap. I know, it sounds crazy, but it's my thing. Use a Diana camera, a Lomo camera, a Holga camera, or other similar cameras. You don't have to use only professional SLR type cameras to get stunning results. This is how I have been shooting lately. I have been using a Diana F+ and the Diana Action Sampler. The pictures I have posted that are the 4 in 1 pictures, those are shot with my Action Sampler camera. The greatest part of these cameras, the cheap prices. Check out these cameras, the results will be nothing less than desirable.
So here is the deal when it come to using film. Don't be afraid to go cheap. I know, it sounds crazy, but it's my thing. Use a Diana camera, a Lomo camera, a Holga camera, or other similar cameras. You don't have to use only professional SLR type cameras to get stunning results. This is how I have been shooting lately. I have been using a Diana F+ and the Diana Action Sampler. The pictures I have posted that are the 4 in 1 pictures, those are shot with my Action Sampler camera. The greatest part of these cameras, the cheap prices. Check out these cameras, the results will be nothing less than desirable.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
The Journey Begins
So I have been on the road now for three week approximately. A snow storm every travel day, 4 airports so far, 3 more anticipated, 2 buses and 1 train! Each day I have traveled, unfortunately, there has been a snow storm. Leaving from home at 3:30 a.m., faced with a storm, taking off on the first plane, a 3 hour delay, and the list continues.
Today, arriving at the airport at 5:30 a.m., I had to reschedule/ rebook my flight because of travel conditions on the interstate. However, I am now at the airport waiting to board at 2 p.m. I am happy now to have decided not to create my blog until this point. What else would I do at an airport for approximately 9 or 10 hours!
So my journey started with two weeks down in New York visiting friends that I have not seen in the past two years. It was a great and grand reunion. I was in the Ithaca area of New York the whole time. It is a very beautiful area with ginormous rolling hills and forests in every direction you turn your head.
After New York I spent a week in New Hampshire. Mountains in all directions. Forests in all directions. Snow covering the ground everywhere. Mount Washington is now among the most beautiful views I have ever seen, especially here state side. Seeing the mountain capped with heavy pure white snow after a storm is a sight to see. Unfortunately I have no pictures of the mountain to post at the moment.
The thing about these two areas that remain the same but yet is very different at the same time is the architecture. There is no reason why the NE is called the New England states. It took me back to my days living in Italy. Small town everywhere, almost every shop is locally owned and run, and it just gave me the feel of a real European town, or at least as close to the feel of a real European town as possible without being in Europe. That is saying a lot about the states.
But here I am now, sitting at the airport waiting to leave in a few hours, being completely sleep deprived once more, only having 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night. I am excited to see what this next day and two will bring my way, what I will be faced and presented with. I will post again, though I'm not quite sure when. Look for more new pictures to pop up as well at any given moment.
Today, arriving at the airport at 5:30 a.m., I had to reschedule/ rebook my flight because of travel conditions on the interstate. However, I am now at the airport waiting to board at 2 p.m. I am happy now to have decided not to create my blog until this point. What else would I do at an airport for approximately 9 or 10 hours!
So my journey started with two weeks down in New York visiting friends that I have not seen in the past two years. It was a great and grand reunion. I was in the Ithaca area of New York the whole time. It is a very beautiful area with ginormous rolling hills and forests in every direction you turn your head.
After New York I spent a week in New Hampshire. Mountains in all directions. Forests in all directions. Snow covering the ground everywhere. Mount Washington is now among the most beautiful views I have ever seen, especially here state side. Seeing the mountain capped with heavy pure white snow after a storm is a sight to see. Unfortunately I have no pictures of the mountain to post at the moment.
The thing about these two areas that remain the same but yet is very different at the same time is the architecture. There is no reason why the NE is called the New England states. It took me back to my days living in Italy. Small town everywhere, almost every shop is locally owned and run, and it just gave me the feel of a real European town, or at least as close to the feel of a real European town as possible without being in Europe. That is saying a lot about the states.
But here I am now, sitting at the airport waiting to leave in a few hours, being completely sleep deprived once more, only having 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night. I am excited to see what this next day and two will bring my way, what I will be faced and presented with. I will post again, though I'm not quite sure when. Look for more new pictures to pop up as well at any given moment.
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